here i am

That’s it~!! I give up,, I don’t have what it takes to write a blog,,haha

I hesitate too much

I doubt myself

I even doubt my beliefs

Im too afraid that people would judge me

i dont even think i can make a statement

I just don’t have it~!! Reading my friends’ blog they seem so confident in what they write~ I guess im just a wuss pretending i m okay with everything and nothing suprises me..

I loveeeee reading people's blog and admire those who have touched my life just by reading ur blog,,i wish i could do the same~ i am so 100prcent very much sure nothing is touched when u read my blog~ hahahahahah

even i think, its all crap!! huhu~ usually at this point i might just delete whatever i've written above~ yup!! im that bad~ haha i better stop writing now and publish this post before i change my mind~haha