KE LU tak ada h-ARGA ?

This weekend, decided nak balik rumah. So, here i am, at my atok's home, and it feels great. Arrived on Saturday 530am, and going back tonight Sunday,9pm. Kejap sangat. Memang tak puas. But I really need to be with family right now. Just to remind myself, family will always be my sweetheart.

Walaupun banyak misunderstandings happen this couple of days, here in this home, still rumahku tetap syurgaku. well in this case rumah atokku tetap syurgaku. Banyak sangat awkward moment yang jadi 2 hari ni. But being me, aku buat tak kesah je. awkward pon awkward la. Plus, all the arguing does not involve me. So, jangannak menyibuk-nyibuk.

When it comes to family, we are all children at heart. Got this saying from GossipGirl. And totally agree with this. Tak kesah la kalau ko dah jadi mak orang ke bapak orang ke, bila related to family matters, still nak argue lke a child. Rational ke tak rational ke, doesn't matter.

Kecik ati ngan mak bapak ke, merajuk ke, competing between adik beradik ke, feel ignored ke, feel left out ke, feel unfair ke, semua tu kita tak rasa time kecik-kecik je. Dah besar ni pon, sikit mesti ade perasaan macam tu. Cuma, bila dah besar ni, we feel that way in a bigger sense. Bukan over hal-hal macam, icecream ko lagi mahal, or baju raya ko lagi cantik, or tak dapat numbersatu dalam kelas macam kakak tu.

Jangan ingat being the only child takde competition ok. I have a parents that only wanted the best for me. But to be the best, you have to strive towards it. Malangnya, i dont have that kind of drive towards success , so my parents have to always push me. And i'm glad they did that. The only thing that sometimes hurt me is that they always compared me to anak orang lain. or even my own friends. Konon as a motivation for me. Dan aku pon selalu la terus tak puas hati dengan si polan si polan sebab mak aku selalu puji dia. Mak buda tu plak menambah-nambah lagi puji anak dia. Bikin gua panas an?

Tapi tu lah. Sakit ati sakit ati pon mak sendiri. Ayah sendiri. Terima je weh. Takyah jadi anak derhaka la weh. We teenagers (erk teenagers ke) always think our parents don't understand us, well maybe its time for you to understand them. Even if you think they are a little bit annoying sometimes, ko time kecik-kecik dulu lagi annoying kot, melalak tak tentu pasal. Boleh je mak bapak ko bela sampai besar gemuk cam sekarang. So, bersyukur.

All in all, happy to be home. Walaupon test melambak weh!

Adios.